Today I started thinking about the world and how much there is to it. And the thought of wanting to absorb so much, to know what other people know, about language, history, culture, but at the centre of all that, people and their experiences, big and small - it made my head hurt.
And I wish I was someone people could call clever or knowledgable or insightful, but I don’t know if I’ll live long enough to learn to be that, or whether it can be learnt at all.
It’s given me a restless anxiety that I don’t know how to rectify because even thinking of all the ways to learn is stressful.
This makes me happy.

// Berlin.//

Feeling very alone after leaving my brother in Stockholm. The rain doesn’t help.

// Girls.//

HBO’s new series, everybody watch it right now. Lena Dunham is pretty fucking amazing. Also, Adam is exactly like every guy I’ve ever fallen for, and every time he opens his mouth or pulls a blank look I cringe for Hannah and myself.

so after a week and a half of doing literally nothing other than sleeping, sweating, projectile vomiting and clutching my head and begging for it to stop (i.e. viral meningitis) i’m finally ready to upload some motherfuckin photos.

Bogota? More like BLOGota, in that I’m posting on my blog because I’m so freaking bored. Waiting for my flight to Cuba (via Panama), HOW EXCITING BUT ALSO VERY SCARY.